I am excited about being on the road to freedom. It is going to be a LONG road but freedom in Christ is worth it. I have made a small baby step. My friend encouraged me last Thursday to rid myself on the strongholds in this trap: those being my scales, running, soft drinks, snacking, and going to get fast food when I am with myself or with my kids. She said it would be a good place to start until I could start meeting with someone about the deeper issues involved in this addiction. Well, I went home after meeting with her and friend that Thursday night. It has been four days since I have had any of these. That is a small baby step but a huge victory for me. I have never been that consistent for that long since I was 10. I know it is just four days and I have a LONG way to go, but Praise God for baby steps. I humbly say this to give God the glory. That is not me. I tried the past 25 years to be free. Praise God He has given me these four days so far. I am patiently waiting on Him for my next step. I am trying not to be anxious and make it happen on my own. I have done that in the past, and it got me nowhere. I am asking Jesus to help me be faithful for each meal. I am taking it meal by meal not even day by day at this point. Jesus, make me free so I can serve you for your glory and your glory alone.
Fran
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